Be Patient!! It is a long season. I haven't made opening day in a couple of years. Same thing. I just get crowded with life issues. Not going to be there in the morning. I'll be painting a kitchen/dining room. It's just life.
Don't go if you aren't ready. It will make you burn out that much faster. Remember, This IS FUN!
If you aren't/can't have fun, wait until you can/will. It is more of an advantage to invest a little time and energy now so you can expend more on your passion later. Life will get in the way. There is no way around that. But, you have to balance it.
When there is friction in life, sometimes you have to take a step back to let things cool off for a moment. Or, you may burn up.